Hello darkness my old friend

*Yurei* · 10-28-2019, 07:44 PM

She closed her eyes , trying to drop some of the stress that was consuming her soul. She felt dumb by showing this side of her to no one but the alpha himself. What would he be thinking? What if he could be thinking of her like a weak? That he allowed an annoying female in his pack? What if he kicked her out? She was once, for the same reason. But there, she knew she had to stop being prejudiced with everything and everyone, she knew she couldn't be crying all the time, she had to stand up and be strong. But it certainly was one of the hardest things she could do. "I know Mr.Fracture told me not to think like that, I know he said i should lift my head and feel proud of being here...but its hard for me to feel happy with myself...with who I am." She admitted, feeling a weight on her chest.

"You are not a bother, Yurei. You never have been to us. You've not failed here, either. In fact, I feel that it is I who has failed you." "No, you havent...you gave me what others never did before I came to Boreas...you gave me a home..." She said not wanting to make him feel guilty of her stupidity. "I know you and Heloise are busy, I know you two have more important things to do, more than staying with someone like me..." She looked at his eyes. "I want to change ...I want to be normal, and that's why I chose to heal as the path of my life, to have something with what I can forget... That's why I am taking these weeks and months to work hard for finally being useful to someone...for the first time in my life..." She added, she hasnt talk to someone like this in forever one could say.

"I understand how you feel. You've fought long and hard to be where you are now, and I must say, I'm glad you are with us." "Well not necessary fought against them...I escaped..." She said, knowing how coward she could be sometimes. She wasnt the type who would fight her problems with tooth and claws, she escaped from them, she fleets if she cans. "I was seen as a demon back where I come from, a ghost...my name translates that in their language..."

She for the first time shared something soo personal like this. Maybe she didn't have anyone else to speak too. "They wanted my dead, they thought i was a sign of bad luck because of being white..." Weird but it was the truth. "You are not alone anymore, Yurei. You have me and Heloise, and Ignis and the rest of the pack. And...you're more than welcome to stay with Heloise and me in our den. I'm sure the kids would love to make a new friend," "Are you sure?... I don't want to be a nuisance..."

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