what am i supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you

She could tell something was amiss, but there weren't any days left that were normal any more. They just had to adjust. Pushing past the strange detached smile that lingered on her father's face, she padded closer to him and nudged his shoulder affectionately. It still surprised her that she could look levelly into his eyes; she could have never guessed one day she'd be this tall. She felt much smaller on the inside. "I've decided in this difficult times to try and learn more about healing and herbs," she said, plowing right on through to the point. Maybe if they cut to specifics quickly, she'd be able to bring him back down to reality. He seemed to be floating somewhere outside of his body. "I know you're an expert and I was hoping you could teach me." Please. I need this. We need this.