Biting Down

*Azalea* · (This post was last modified: 08-22-2013, 05:22 AM by Azalea.)

When Gael snarled again, this time at her rather than at a name falling off her tongue, she looked genuinely taken back. She had held herself in check before but if he was going to act like that then she was more than willing to be a bitch right back to him. "Don't try to turn this around on me. You have never been a problem to anyone Aza. Mom and Dad love you and you know that. Instead of isolating yourself, you could've been there for mom and you could've involved yourself more with dad. No one told you to go off by yourself. No one excluded you. You excluded yourself. No one said you have to be different Azalea, you can be yourself. Everyone accepts you the way you are, but you have to take into consideration the good of the pack. Our aunt chose you to be the Heir for a reason, but if you feel that you can't take on the responsibility, talk to Chrysanthe about it. Tell her how you feel. Maybe she can help you. But if you never say anything, no one can help you Aza."

He was being annoyingly redundant and she wondered if he was the right wolf to talk to after all. They had already discussed this, he was the one who had brought up her abandoning Valhalla all together. Like she could ever do that, Azalea loved this land and she loved her people. Maybe she didn't want to leave, maybe she just wanted a little space for a while. She was fairly certain that she wouldn't get it, if anything she would dig in deeper, like a tick. She had a clear plan to try and become better. Azalea would ask Chrysanthe how to help her better and she would try to be around more often rather than less often.

Full of pride as always, she decided she would bite the bullet and hold her heard high to prove everyone wrong. Perhaps she had the least noble intentions but she had to have at least some reasoning to make her keep at it. Azalea loved Valhalla but she didn't have to be Heir to show it.

When she spoke again, her tone deflated, it seemed to let Gael's temper come down as well. His voice was still solid and with underlying hum, "You have a funny way of showing it..." She huffed.

"How many chances have I had to leave and always returned? This is my home and that holds more sway over me, you should remember this from the day you and Soleon said goodbye and I couldn't bring myself to follow. I love you, Gael, and I love mother and father as well - and our sisters - but there is no one in the world that could convince me to leave Valhalla without knowing the day to return is at least 'soon.'" She smiled a bit bitterly now, "So, what's new with Meeilllliii?" Her voice was teasing.

Speech,

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