the golden rule

Sirius looked from one pup to another - at least of what he could see of them - as Azure spoke. It didnt pass his notice how the larger boy moved in front of his sister as through to protect her... from him. It left a weird, sick feeling inside of him. Somewhere between horror and blood curdling anger. His eyes flashed with that anger for a moment, and he saw red. He hadnt felt such blinding rage since the day Zee had insulted Deathbelle in front of him. Back when he had thought her a worthless slave... back before he knew just how much she would change his life. Bast arrived at his feet, placing herself subtly between adult and pup as she looked up at him, her judging eyes on par with theirs, as through she also worried he would hurt them. She was larger then Azure, but still tiny before him. So easy would it be to swat her, to smaxk the living shit out of all of them.

"In doing this you have displayed you know WHY I was angry at her. Because I feared for her, because I wanted her safe. Why else would plan this in a way to make me think you where missing or hurt, In order to install that fear in me again." His exasperation leaked through, and the anger melted away to disappointment as he took a step back from the barracks, putting himself more in the moonlight as he gave them a path away from him - if they really did fear him and wanted to leave.

"I have always been honest with the both of you about why we have rules. And what they protect you from. I explained then to you, Asla, and you broke them anyway. You, who I thought understood me the best." He shook his head at them, he wasnt going to punish them, as much as he wanted. They where frightened of him, and it hurt very much to see it. Instead, he turned, and began to walk away before he could accidently give them another reason to fear his anger.