-- feels like forever

N/A · 08-24-2013, 06:40 PM

Silent words spilled from his mentors tongue. Then the look in his eyes told Sephiroth that he felt something. Probably about what he had told him about Gillian. It was true though, Sephiroth had no idea whether or not she was alive. He nodded slightly when his mentor thanked him. He knew it wasn't something he wanted to hear, but at the least he had to know what had become of his old home and the pack that raised him. As he watched the man before him, as if he were battling his thoughts within. He knew he was unsure about Sephiroth, after all he had changed a lot since Angeal left him behind so long ago. But he would still remain loyal to the man. In a way, Sephiroth didn't blame him for leaving...he didn't know the reasons, but it was a good time for him to go. He had barely missed the battle, and if Angeal had remained then they would have either been able to win, or lose his life. But Sephiroth had always thought of the older wolf as undefeatable. Not even Sephiroth and the others who trained with him, Zack and Cloud among others could take him down. And then, another question would rise from the mans heart.

"And Zack?" Ah, the question that he was waiting for. One of them at least. Zack, one of the few who had escaped. His eyes met those of Angeals, a new attitude sweeping over them for a quick second. Zack...he hadn't seen him since. But something told him he was still alive. "Zack...we fought together. Along with Cloud and a few others that were in training. Some of them fell, but they fought valiantly and worthy of a warriors name. Zack and Cloud as well as I, had to abandon the fight once we realized we would not win without dying. Zack is alive, though where he is I do not know. I am searching for him as well. But...I have a certain feeling that he is here. As is Cloud. I will find them." He vowed, though more to himself then for Angeal.

He neared the black male, his eyes certain and full of questions. Would Angeal tell him why he left? Why he chose to abandon him? Angeal was the closest thing to a father he had, the closest thing to a parent. Zack and the others like his brothers if not his closest friends. "I know what you must be thinking. I did not come here to seek you out and bring you back. I've been on my own, and I just wanted to find you to ask for myself why you left. Whatever your reason, it will be respected. I just...want to know so that my mind will be at ease...Angeal, why did you leave? And why did you not say a word to me? Did you think that I would hate you for going? Hate you for the decisions you'd make? I'm not here to judge you or force you away from whatever life you created here. I just simply want an answer...and if you wish, I will never bother you again..."

Indeed, the silvery male meant what he said. If Angeal no longer wanted him in his life, then Sephiroth would leave. His voice had been twinged with a type of emotion, but he wasn't sure what to call it. Regret? Hurt? Was he really prepared to walk away from Angeal if his mentor demanded it? He had searched for so long and found the only thing closest to family he had. He was alone in this world, was he prepared to let go? What kind of life has Angeal started since his time away? And is he...truly happy for the first time in his life?

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