Like a good Coward, I wasn't there

He was embarrassed to come back here and to face what had fully happened. He had up and disappeared without even telling anyone and had been gone for so long. His large lumbering form hovered in front of the fresh pack marker as he let his memories of what happen play through his mind. To put it simply he had went off the deep end and it hadn't been Lirim's fault. With the Volcano eruption there had been way to much going on for him to feel comfortable even trying to seek out someone in the pack for comfort. Without any close family left he let his emotions overtake him and one night he up and abandoned his birth pack. At this point he didn't even know how he would go about explaining to anyone because of the fact that he was embarrassed at what he did. He also knew there was a very high chance that he wouldn't be accepted back because of it, but Lirim was the only thing he knew and right now he needed to return home.

The lumbering form sunk it's haunches to the ground as his silvery eyes looked to the Valley before him. His heart began to ache once more as he remembered being raised here, his father being a constant in his life while his mother had been absent. The memories brought back the pain and the grief he felt after Frost's passing and the young man felt himself shake with the raw emotions. It took him a while to compose himself, to shove back the emotions so that he wouldn't break down again. To remember that Frost always spoke of being strong and to keep yourself gathered up. He knew he would have to explain everything to Torin, it was his right to know, but for now that would be the only wolf that knew every detail of his cowardliness.

He opened and closed his jaw, wincing slightly from the stiffness of the right side of his face. There was one other highly noticeable thing that bugged him. There was somewhat fresh scarring over the right side of his face, large and ugly. Although it was across the eye he had no damage to his eye itself, just an ugly reminder of another stupid set of mistakes he had made. Lifting his head he let out a deep, long, summoning call for Torin and silently prayed that he would understand.