it's in your blood and it's in your making

Deathbelle was deep in thought when the shadow of her once guard fell over her prone form. She could still feel the stir of what ifs within her as lilac eyes opened to take in his soft smile and loyal features. He was looking older these days, but she was sure that by now she was too. The corners of her dark lips pulled back as he placed a giant paw over the top of hers. They had grown apart. As she had predicted they would once he formed his own pack. She wouldn’t change anything, but she missed having him beside her more often than not.

”Hello, Sirius.” She muttered sweetly, turning her head so she could look at him easier. ”I’ve been worse. Just out here thinking.” She swallowed back her emotions, no matter how much time passed she still couldn’t help but dwell on thoughts of what could have been. Where would they be if she had never welcomed Zee into Ashen’s arms? ”How are you? I’m surprised you can find time for little ‘ol me.”