This Is Your Captain Speaking

Ignis · (This post was last modified: 06-20-2020, 12:14 AM by Ignis.)

He didn't know how to feel after his battle with Corvus. Not that it was much of a battle considering he had held himself back considerably when it was time to face his friend...were they even friends anymore? He wasn't sure...he hoped in his heart of hearts that they were. But...he also felt like in the moment...when they were fighting...Ignis couldn't hurt him. He couldn't bring himself to. And in his waking and sleeping hours, the confusion he'd been feeling whenever it came to the earthen male had started to become more clear. He couldn't deny it anymore. He had feelings for him beyond the normal friend feelings he thought he had. For a while now he could feel it, but he always thought it was just the feeling that you had with a best friend. But...he was well aware that he thought about Corvus a lot. He was aware that he always wondered how he was doing. If he was safe. If he was happy. If he was okay. He thought back to the day the volcano erupted and Corvus showed up on Winterfell's doorstep. The night that he tended to his burns and let him stay in his den. Ignis did not leave him during the time he tried to help him. Not for longer than he needed to...and after that? He found himself missing his friends warmth and company.

He felt like he was falling in turmoil. Since his fight with Corvus, when he cried out an apology to him even though the raid wasn't his fault...and when Corvus responded. "Well you should be!" That had hurt him. He didn't understand what Corvus meant by that...did he blame him? Did he blame his uncle? He could see how others could blame his uncle for sure...but his uncle was trying to do the right thing by helping that stupid tusked asshole! It was his fault! It was Hjarrandi's fault, too! Ignis knew that whichever way his uncle tried to go, his word would be questioned. His uncle had tried to find a solution for the Abaven wolves, and still he sensed the animosity from them. "To hell with that stupid pack!" He cried. They didn't understand the position his uncle had been put in. They didn't understand anything! Even when he lived there, they sat around on their asses like the world was okay. But he knew better. In his short two years of life he had suffered, too. While he didn't dismiss the suffering they had, the loss of Shaye, and the destruction of their home, he had losses deeper than that. He arrived at the gathering with a glowering look, his crimson gaze quickly finding Kai and he didn't take his eyes off him. It took everything he had not to flat out attack the man and make him pay for being such an ungrateful dick, but he felt the restraint loosening with each passing day...

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