I like you
Resin
Knight
07-30-2020, 05:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-19-2020, 01:24 PM by Tamsyn.)
She wasn't sure what she had been expecting Resin to say when she spoke of how Iolaire was as a pup, but hearing that she had been a spoiled brat certainly caught her off guard. She grinned and gave a snort of laughter at the description, immediately trying to imagine how Resin would have felt with a small, spunky pup like that. She liked to think that her threats of drowning the girl were made in jest, but knowing Resin there could have been just a sliver of truth there. Either way she didn't question it, instead just smiling as she listened to Resin describe the frame of mind Iolaire had grown up in and the differences she had experienced with her son. She loved listening to Resin talk - it wasn't something she got to experience all that often so any time Resin opened up a bit and shared more about herself felt like a treat. It felt like she was slowly getting to know more and more about what made her into the warrior she was now and it was absolutely fascinating to her. Surprise crossed her expression when the topic of motherhood was turned back toward her and at first she didn't know how to respond. She hummed thoughtfully and glanced off into the distance as she tried to form what she was thinking into words, her ears flicking uncertainly. "I'm... not sure. I don't think I'd know the first thing about being a good parent." Of course she had a prime example from her parents for what not to do, but did that mean she could be a good mother? She was just now beginning to figure out how to live confidently on her own and be comfortable in her own skin... how could she possibly raise a family as well? Maybe with time she would change her mind, but for now she just couldn't see herself in that kind of position. "Besides, I'd probably only consider it if I was with someone I loved and..." Her words trailed off, unsure of how she wanted them to end. She dared to glance toward Resin a bit uncertainly before quickly looking away shyly. She had really grown to have an appreciation for her dark colored fur and how it was able to hide when her face flushed when she was around Resin. "And what if that's not possible or they're not interested in being a parent? I definitely wouldn't want to be a mother then." How could she ever consider having pups one day if she couldn't even make herself tell Resin how she really felt? She sighed softly and looked at her own paws as she added, "Oh well, who knows what the future will bring, hm?" |
