ardent

I don’t even like this song



farrah

Loner

age
3 Years
gender
Female
gems
158
size
Small
build
Light
posts
27
player

Beevent
08-03-2020, 08:12 PM

her mind sped off with its own purpose, oblivious of his glances. today was a good day, another big wolf came by and has even given her food. it made her feel more eager to prod around for more wolves, it wasn't until she wandered into these lands did she have the guts.. or determination to at least look at another wolf. did she fear them? probably. did she crave them? yes. her ears drooped in thought, but her maw stayed ever busy. crunching through the given chunk.

he spoke, perking the ends of ears as she looked to him. more food? there was plenty, but to eat anymore would cause her discomfort. downsides came with the lack of proper food, small meals for extended periods. learning this lesson many times before, cramming everything she wished to eat down her throat.. it would just all come up again. thus, her head would shake. a rejection. she couldn't eat anymore.

taking to cleaning her face, heavy handed paws drag away the slop. little care taken towards the idea of gentle. her uncaring nature not even getting it all cleared away, stains peeking out as the higher points of cheek bones. her focus would drift to him again, curious to what he would do next. now that he ate, would he sleep? did he have somewhere to be? she had found him when he seemed to be simply wandering, but he was certain to have somewhere else to go. most others did.

she considered then, would he hate it if she followed him? poking around behind him because he seemed kind, and she curious. who would want your company? startled, her body jerked up. head twisting to the left like someone was speaking into her ear. gray eye to dull, peaceful comfort quickly subsiding. even if i just watched from a distance...? ru snorted, but he wouldn't say anything more, making her ears droop in well known sadness.


[thinks][speaks][ru]




blind in her left eye. words rarely spoken. yet a voice within her head.

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a maybe baby