Diving off the deep end

*Yurei* · (This post was last modified: 08-20-2020, 08:52 PM by Yurei.)

Days went bye and for Yurei it still felt like a dream that she now wasnt alone as she had always been,she now had someone beside her,they shared their time whenever they had the chance.Sometimes he even joined her in her routinary herb forage and for the first time she could enjoy the company of another wolf,and no any wolf but someone who cared for her,who was giving her safety.Casso had become her new dayly life,part of her life,one that used to be lonely,sad and with no reasons to keep living.She couldn't been believe that just a few months ago she was at the edge of starvation due to her depression,but now here she was. Alive and with someone she was starting to love. And there she felt glad she was alive,she felt glad death didnt took her when it almost did.For once she was happy to be alive even if she often showed otherwise with her attitude.

Today under the evening's sun she waited in the deck of the ship,exactly where they met for the first time.Casso had told her to wait there. And like always ,Yurei never disobeyed what others told her to do.She looked up to the skies,skies painted in reds and oranges.Announcing another day was coming to an end.And while she waited she felt nervous,anxious and scared,scared of what would happen.No she didnt have any distrust with Casso,the distrst was to herself,to her potential reactions but not knowing what Casso would do made her feel anxious and she didnt want to start acting like a stupid again.

After some time,Casso was back but with something on his mouth.A bracelet,one he placed before her. Her heart started to pound fast and hard,her legs became rigid as anxiety and surprise came through her veins,through her chest.She looked at him sitting down facing him.Silent she wanted to hear what he would say.

"Yurei, I... I can't promise that I will always be the best wolf for you. I'm broken and dangerous with problems that I don't think I can ever cure. I don't deserve to have you... but I want you to be mine so badly. The only thing I can promise is that I will do everything in my power to protect you and love you to the end of my days... You make me believe that I can be better. When I'm around you I feel so much more calm and I can actually hear my own thoughts. You're like the medicine I never knew I needed."

Her ears were folded like always,but not from fear this time,she was feeling warming and feeling something she though she didnt have anymore,she used to think her heart wold never have the capability of feeling love instead of the pain it always had.But here it was beating in a good way. Shaking due to the mix of emotions she took the bracelet and placed it on her left paw. "Yurei, if you'll have me... I want to make you a part of my family. I want you to be mine forever. My family had a way of doing this... my father did this to my mother to make her part of our blood, but I don't want to do that to you. I don't want to leave a scar on you to prove that you're mine. Instead... I'd like this bracelet to be a sign of that. I want this to be a sign to everyone that you are mine and are a part of our Praetor lineage."

Before allowing her aching throat to make any word in response she walked toward him,with her usual submissive posture,then she attempted to sit before him with just a few inches between them.And without saying anything she hugged him with her legs trying to find place around his larger body. Closing her eyes with tears coming from them she would finally say. "I know i can be stupid sometimes ...someone without faith in herself and in the world around her...i used to believe my heart couldnt love..it's .broken beyond repair...but since i met you i has been feeling these dark clouds over me ,these demons who crawl into my memories are ceasing. whenever i feel you around me i feel things i had never felt before...and I dont know what this sensation is,there is a lot i dont know...but I want to be with you...and there is no enough words i could use to express how happy i am...i am now..." She looked up to his bi-colored eyes. "If it is okay... I wanna...be with you for the rest of my life...i want you to be my family..." She then closed her eyes pressing her head against his chest.

"Speak"

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