"What If..."

Ignis · 08-29-2020, 07:27 PM

The more he stood here with him, the more he felt his emotions rising. Everything he heard so far confused him more and more, and it seemed Corvus felt similarly. Still, he longed to hear the words and just...wanted Corvus to be with him by this point. The swirl of anger and nervousness and hope was enough to nearly knock him over, but he kept himself grounded as best he could. "I know you wouldn't spy on us. Even Theory, after the raid, kind of applauded you for telling me beforehand about the raid. Reminded me how important friends like you are..." He held back the urge to scoff at that. He didn't care what Theory thought. She didn't care much for facts, or at least that's what he saw when it came to the whole complicated deal between his pack and the band.

But he didn't focus on that for too long. He could care less about her, and his main focus was Corvus. "I want to see you more though. I have a lot to do in Abaven, with my rank and everything, but... I can visit you sometimes, and I'm sure you can visit me too. Whenever you want," He looked at him again with hopeful eyes, heart pounding hard against his chest. He was already interpreting it as this might be something they could do. Leading a life together, that is. But then..."I think I love you too, Ignis, but I don't - I promised -" He heard the words "I love you" but he could see and hear the uncertainty in him. And...he had promised her? "Y-you promised...her? B-but you and I have been through way more together! W-we've known each other longer!" Corvus had seen him at his worst before, or at the very least...close to it when he confronted his sire at the battlefield when everyone else and their mother had been there.

At this point, he was probably starting to get a little irrational. He was insistent he and Corvus could be a thing. Certain that Corvus would leave whoever he was seeing to be with him. How serious could it be anyway? While he didn't know how long Corvus and his...girlfriend had known each other, he told himself that this would work out...one way or another...
"Speak"

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