Speak the truth, even if its hard
Sirius
09-01-2020, 07:47 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-01-2020, 07:47 AM by Tamsyn.)
Perhaps the most heart breaking part about all of this was just hearing Sirius say I know. They all logically knew the truth, but that didn't make it easier. She had a hard time coming up for an argument against what he said in favor of continuing his search. Tam knew that if Resin were the one that had gone missing suddenly then she would kill herself searching for her... but that was because Resin was her entire world. She didn't have anyone else. Sure, she loved the pack and everyone in it, but Resin was the only wolf that was hers. She didn't lead a pack or have family members or children. She didn't have anyone else to care for besides Resin so it made sense that she would but her entire being into trying to find her. Sirius didn't have that luxury. There was a long pause as she thought about all of this before she spoke again. "The rest of us need you too," she told him softly, looking to where his head was resting on her shoulder. "Zee, Resin, Natha and I can keep things going and we'll keep the pack safe while you search for a while longer if you really want to, but... eventually we're going to need you too." She didn't want to feel like she was sounding selfish or harsh, but she also knew he needed to hear another perspective right now. "We're all worried about Malalia. I know that. There's just only so much we can do." |