Do I owe you this?
Shard
09-05-2020, 07:39 PM
Damn it! If Asla hadn’t made the suggestion he would of already reported the true facts to Sirius, why was he doing this? A scolding for being too hard on himself was the worst thing yet. “No. I don’t.” The words stated flatly, before actually meeting his gaze, “because Asla forgot to mention a few details. Yes, a lion attacked us but we had known it was there.” Naiche was tense with anger, but it was turned inward on himself.
“She had told me we were on an assignment to go chase it away, and I didn't question it which was stupid.” Now it sounded like tattling but damn it he was going to tell the whole thing, every fact because this was the leader. Naiche was going to get rid of the festering guilt and whatever punishment he got was earned. “we went to the place, we saw it, we still set up positions. We were stupid, we only had ourselves to blame and we…” Naiche grit his teeth hating this, “failed the pack, if we’d messed up,” Naiche shook his head viciously, hate towards his own actions “then you could have lost two members of the pack over the stupidest thing, one being your daughter.” Not that Sirius needed to be told what the consequences could have been. Now it was more Naiche emptying his gut of all he’d withheld.
A punishment would come, it was deserved and Niache would welcome it. The words ‘I’m sorry’ almost came out but what frail things they were. “All I deserve, is your wraith, not rward.”