Heart over duty
Sirius
09-05-2020, 11:50 PM
As soon as he mentioned the fact that Resin had spoken to him, she knew that he was already well aware of why she was here. His expression kept her ears folded back as well and her mint eyes slipped to the ground. She knew that this was going to be hard, but she hadn't really expected just how hard. She had grown so incredibly close to the Warlord and she knew all too well that she had him to thank for a lot of the growth that she had gone through in her time here, but... she thought of Resin and she knew that this was what she had to do. If she wanted to be with her love then she didn't have a choice. She gave a small nod of her head to answer his question as she tried to figure out what she wanted to say. She still couldn't quite meet his gaze with the heavy amount of sadness and guilt that weighed on her. "I want to be with Resin," she clarified, giving him a small glance. "I don't want to leave you or the Armada, but I... I need to be with her. I love her... so, so much. Just thinking about not being with her just..." She trailed off, unable to find the right word to describe the world shattering feeling she had at the idea of having to separate from her lover. She hoped that Sirius could at least understand that much even if it still didn't make it any easier. |