Scared of myself
Naiche
09-11-2020, 11:21 PM
Her dark paws stood at the edge of the Armada's border, her orange-hued eyes looking over the willow trees that stretched out in front of her with a little bit of curiosity. The pack lands had quickly become a safe place for her. She felt like as long as she was within their borders then whatever was out there couldn't reach her. However, at the same time, she had no idea what the rest of Boreas held. She had only just recently learned the name of the land itself from Tamsyn and besides the little bits she had seen while she was following Osmond she really had no frame of reference for what this land had in store. The idea of crossing beyond the scent markers to take a closer look at the willow trees made her heart pound nervously and an exasperated sigh passed her lips. She was so frustrated with herself. In a logical sense, she understood that this place wasn't like her old home and, as she had begun to learn from talking to Tamsyn, even the wolves that lived near their old band hadn't held the same beliefs that they did. It had been an isolated case that they had both managed to escape from, but... She still couldn't help the deeply ingrained fear that still lingered in the back of her mind. Even with the lessons that she had been taught so far about fighting she still didn't feel confident to go explore on her own. Her gaze fell to the ground with disappointment and frustration in herself, her ears falling back against her head. How long was she going to let this hold her back? |