there's no way out of this dark place

He huffed a heavy sigh as he gave himself one last boost of confidence and entered as Io called out ot him. He realized as his blue eyes fell on her thin frame that he should have brought a gift, a meal, some kind of token of thanks. He wanted her to know his appreciation for her. He’d ask her what she wanted for dinner after they’d talked, he’d deliver exactly what she wanted instead.

Indigo crept forward, quite aware of his huge size and was surprised that Roan could navigate th cottage so easily. He tucked his tail and ducked his head just a little before coming to flop down at Io’s feet. A heavy sigh left him again as he struggled with where to start. ”Hello Aunty,” his voice was warm and full of the affection he had for her, but didn’t hide the uncertainty that he felt. He didn’t want to ask her how she was, that answer was obvious and he didn’t want to dwell. She looked so sad, he didn’t want to ask how her efforts were going either.

”Have you gotten to enjoy the garden much this year?” He decided on safely as he looked up to her from his paws. She by now had already guessed that he had troubles to share with her, and he was only beating around the bush. ”I don’t want to bother you, but I need some help. I think you’re the only one I could go to.” He swallowed hard. Indy was desperate. He couldn’t go on with this intense pain inside him.