Putting the cart before the horse
Azariah
10-25-2020, 09:23 PM
Hearing her confirm the fact for him yet again made it feel even more real and sent him into another fit of giddy laughter, tail wags, and another squeeze of his arms for good measure. She brought out so much happiness in him and softened him into what he felt was a more true version of himself and he couldn't be more grateful to have her in his life. Before they met he had gotten into such a dark place of doubt and anger, but now all he could feel when he looked toward the future was happiness and hope. She gave him a reason to work and strive for everything he had dreamed of and gave him things that he didn't even know he needed. He had been searching for answers when her love had been the answer all along. He lost himself in her kisses and love, reveling it this pure joy and overwhelming happiness that she had given him. He was going to be a father! His mind was racing with all kinds of things from what they might look like to how their personalities were going to develop to getting to tell his mother that she was going to be a grandmother again to how all of this was going to change is plans for their eventual pack. It was all pulling him in so many directions that he didn't know where to put his focus and eventually he just let it all go in favor of just focusing on Azariah. He thought about how she felt pressed against him and how much he loved her kisses and how now more than ever he just wanted to hide her away from the world and protect her. She was the one glimmering beacon of light in his life and even though he still didn't know everything about her past he would do everything in his power to make sure she never felt hurt or sadness ever again. When she pulled away from their kisses to tuck her head into his chest he smiled and brought his other foreleg up to wrap her up entirely in his embrace and cuddle her protectively. When he heard her sobs his smile faltered and he looked down at her with confusion and worry, his ears flicking uncertainly. Was there something else? Was something wrong? Had he done something? All kinds of questions went though his head to try and figure out the sudden change, but soon enough he got his answer in the form of her screaming how happy she was before tucking her head down against his chest again. Her sudden yelling made his eyes go wide and it took a moment for the shock to wear off before his expression softened again and he grinned with a little shake of his head. So perhaps this was the mood swings and wild emotions he had always heard about... He chuckled softly and squeezed her gently in his arms, dipping his head so that he could give the top of hers a tender lick. "I am too, my love. I'm so, so incredibly happy." |