you always want what you can't have

Indigo hadn’t thought about his future children since the day that Sirius had confronted them. He just wanted to hold, be close, and love Aslatiel without fear. The corners of lips lips pulled back slightly as her paw pressed to his cheek again and she pressed her mouth to his. The emotions that filled him whenever she kissed him were unlike anything else in his life. They were the exact opposite side of the spectrum to what he felt when they were forced to be apart. She knew exactly how to kiss him, and he was struck by the thought that she was the only wolf that he kissed, but how many others had she substituted for him? Should he try it her way and attempt to catch up?

For now the thought would remain unanswered, the boy perked slightly as his sister spoke up again. It felt good to mirror her grin, something that had been so hard for so long. What did she do to him? Not being with her really took a piece of him. An integral piece of him.

Having it back, at least for a moment, was a breath of fresh air. He grinned brightly, forcing himself to ignore the dread in the pit of his stomach for when he would be ripped in two again. ”Prison break. Yes.” Indigo chuckled lively. ”How do I get you on my back without hurting you?” He asked uncertainly as he lifted himself to his paws and returned his gaze to her.