The days I never wanted
Acere
11-01-2020, 03:29 PM
Tired paws carried her just long enough to make it to the cool water within the oasis before she settled down at its edge with a heavy sigh. She found herself feeling guilty for how she had reacted to her grief and now wandering away from the pack’s lands was her version of dealing with that guilt. This was one of her “good” days as far as her health went, but her mental state still felt more fragile than a thin sheet of ice. It felt like she had cried all of the tears that she could possibly cry and that had left her in a hollow, empty shell of herself. She hoped that maybe a change of pace would help even though she felt like she was beyond help at this point. She gazed out at the open desert in the distance wistfully. Her mind wandered to times that felt like they were so long ago, when she was young and able to run across those deserts though the night just for the fun of training her body. Back then she had been in her prime and ready to take on the world... now she could only think back roundly to those days while she laid here feeling thin, frail, and fragile. Her ribs had become visible over the last few weeks and she didn’t have the strength in her to take the steps to change that. Part of her just wanted this all to end so she could go to be with Nolan, but another part of her thought longingly of Acere... Two men in her life pulling her in two very different directions. |
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