I Am Prepared Now For Myself
11-03-2020, 03:44 PM
If Abilene could see Viper's expression it was well full of frustration and some of anger. She didn't want to admit what she didn't know, especially with how it ended with Jupiter in the caverns. He played his part well, cool and collected. But Viper somehow sensed his eagerness out of the cave and how her lack of knowledge was definitely overwhelmingly odd overall. Not that she understood why. Her teeth would show slightly as she wanted to go back and curl into her ball of shame, struggling to drag up the recent memories. She hadn't really felt this way about anything other than her first pack, home, and family. She was mostly open about her enslavement in Ruina, but her life in Dauntless was something she preferred to forget and memories she actually altered if she were to ever speak about them out loud. "Jupiter..." she started to trail, it was extremely noticeable that the quick memory she pulled was not something she wanted to necessarily talk about or admit, "told me about making babies. But I... he said bumping uglies?" She would avoid looking up through her grate in fear the woman would find eye contact with her. She was trying hard to recall all his words that weren't entirely hard to forget. Viper remembered select things of importance to her, typically things of emotionally value. And this really was emotional to her very well, whether it came off sad or angry it didn't matter though she was brutal and harsh to deep feelings. "He said when wolves like each other and have fun." She wouldn't pause for long before concluding, "I think I know what love felt like..." Though it wasn't a romantic boy on girl or even girl on girl type of love she was considering. She was relating to the love that her mother had given her. Not that she was even remotely fond of the memories or during that time of her mother caring for and loving her. But somewhere deep inside her she missed the feeling and wished that she had cherished the time with her family more. Even though it's what led her to loathe her parents entirely. |