I Am Prepared Now For Myself
11-04-2020, 10:53 AM
Her eyes only flicking to the stranger, she would still not want to make eye contact only for the feeling of embarrassment. But a sex talk wasn't embarrassing that it should be, but instead it was the thought of her simply just not understanding or not knowing. "Yeah, that's what he said." referring to the specific word sex. Jupiter being the charming brute he is was of course playing all his cards right and how he wanted, but when he saw that Viper was well beyond normal, he got the hell out of there. He had simply and bluntly asked her if she wanted to have sex with him so to call him a rapist, at least for her specific encounter, was far off. "He left me, and it hurt me." She admitted, though still leaving out crucial details. Was this what having a girlfriend was like? A friend? It may have crossed Viper's mind even for a second that even though she wasn't actually open up to Abilene, she was sharing more feelings than she ever had. Maybe the solitary of the pit and the extended company because on any normal occasion, she wouldn't have spoke so much about feelings. She really didn't like most other wolves. Her neck did stretch up at the question of what love felt like and it wasn't even really something she could answer. Sharing feelings or not. Her bright eyes searched the grate as she thought, not even sure if she should attempt to find an answer. It was almost too painful and angering to think of. "It's like.... When you're happy and someone is caring for you." which was a stretch for Viper considering she never liked even in her young pup days when her mother watched and provided for her. And even then, when Elias stole her he and the pack were still providing for her and she still hated that. All she ever wanted was freedom and after the abandonment of her father maybe she also didn't want to feel attachment to anyone ever again. Maybe that's why it was so hard to forget Jupiter or hard to shift her unknown feelings around to understand them. |