What I Want
Sibyl - Fall Seasonal
12-28-2020, 09:00 AM
She immediately scoffed and gave a shake of her head when he claimed that she could have anything she wanted. If it was that easy then she would have it already. She was a woman of many desires and sometimes those desires didn't always mesh well and weren't always readily attainable. Other times it was easy. If she wanted to sleep with someone or eat a certain thing or find something pretty or move to a new place - those were all things that she had within her control or could at least convince Azriel to get for her. This time though... things were more complicated. She wanted everything and didn't want to sacrifice anything to get there. She was selfish and she knew it which was why she knew it wasn't possible. If nothing else she was self aware enough to know when she was going to cross a boundary to please her own desires. "I want both of you," she replied, looking up at him with a frown. "I don't know if I want to join a pack or not... I don't think either of us really enjoyed being in a pack the first time around, but I also don't know how different Aerie is to what we experienced. I want to just take Fel with us, but she's not going to leave Aerie. At least not yet... But I don't want to wait." She understood that she was a contradiction for herself and that's why she was so frustrated. She couldn't and wouldn't leave Azriel behind, but she couldn't deny how much Fel intrigued her and how attracted she was to the Abraxas fae. "That's why I can't have what I want... I'm just not sure where I'm willing to compromise yet." |