Gotta Get Right Out Of Here
01-18-2021, 01:28 AM
Unhappy. Fel was, and had been, ridiculously unhappy since joining Aerie. The structure of the pack and the overall feel just weren't in line with who she was. For months she had tried to change herself, mold herself into what an Aerie wolf was supposed to be. In the end, she just couldn't. With Aureus dying, a crater had opened up within her and all of the negative feelings had filled that space. The woman had been wrecked by her brother's death. To the point where the normally well put together woman had become thin, her coat dull and dusty. Only recently had she begun to set her mind straight once more. That was all thanks to Azriel and Sibyl. The two wolves that she was determined to be with. The three of them wouldn't be happy together in Aerie, and so Fel would leave the family that she had left to create her own family. Pyrrhic would understand. Of this, she was certain. Eligos was the problem. They hadn't connected. It was strange and off putting. It was as though there was this huge divide between them. A chasm that was unable to be crossed. Fel possessed the supplies to build a bridge, but the effort had to come from both sides. No... She had to leave. For the sake of all that she was, the Abraxas fae had to separate herself from this tar pit of old memories so that she could be free once more. Fel would forever be there for her family. If they called, she would come running as though the hounds of hell were at her heels, but she couldn't keep going like this. Moving towards the edge of the lake, the silver streaked woman dipped to wet her throat before howling. Not only for Eli, but Pyrrhic as well. They both deserved to hear this from her lips. "Speech" |
Fel can often be a very...mature character. Be aware.