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Lyric

Loner

age
2 Years
gender
Male
gems
0
size
Extra large
build
Medium
posts
72
player

ExplorerPride - DemisexualHalloween 2020 - Spooky Cave
01-21-2021, 07:34 PM


The more he looked at Beat's face, the more he looked at his brother the harder it was becoming to keep his tears from escaping his eyes. That serene face he always carried, that fake happiness was slowly breaking like glass. He wanted to cry but the pride he had left, the strength he had was fighting off the desire, the reflection. He felt like a million tons of anything were being placed on his heart, feeling how rigid his body became. He didnt want his sibling to see him in his weakest stage, not because he didnt trust him, not because of not loving him. He did, he just didnt want to worry him. He knew he had already too many bad things. But the more he fought the weakest he turned.

"I...I..." Words were thick to come out, like if they were stuck in his chords, unable to leave his mouth. He saw as Beat took rest beside him. Offering him a duck. Ears switched knowing that right now he wasnt hungry. But he accepted it. "thanks..." He spoke rather weakly, like if there was no joy in him anymore.

He felt his legs shiver as he could feel his eyes get wet. "I am sorry...I failed you...I am sorry I left...I..." Finally, all strength was made dust, all attempted of faking were abolished. And like that tears finally fell down his eyes. His paws took a position on both sides of his head. "I don't deserve to live..."

"Speech"

[Image: lyric.png]

Lyric has a female Perrier's sifaka named Lola she is with him all the time unless specified otherwise.