more than i imagined

He knew that she didn’t need him, Kirsi was strong and could take care of herself and her life but she had invited him in. He was here for her though, and even if she didn’t need him she could use him and his strength however she wanted. Song was hers to do what she wished, and if that happened to be there to help find her strength he would do so again and again. He held onto her, now knowing what else he could do, as she spoke hesitantly.

She became even more amazing in his eyes as she told her sorrowful tale. Song didn’t expect what she said, that she had born Ignatius’ pups but he’d never known. The children had been killed right in front of their mother. Song’s heart broke, he couldn’t begin to understand what she had gone through, and dealt with alone, for her whole life.

”You are more incredible than I ever imagined.” he whispered to her, in awe of what she’d been through and still she held herself so proudly. ”I don’t think…” his opinions were worthless, but he’d come to see the pair of them as partners. He wanted to be here to support, help, and love her however she needed him to. ”I don’t think you should forget them.” They had been here, they had been alive and then they were murdered. ”The pain shows how much you love them.” He told her softly, leaning forward hesitantly as he offered her a comforting nuzzle to her neck before a kiss to her cheek.

”Kirsi, I want what’s best for you.” He told her softly. Song wouldn’t press her to do anything she was uncomfortable with. If she wasn’t ready or didn’t want to try and have a family he wouldn’t force her. Just having her beside him was enough. He’d grown to adore her and even if she could manage without him he wasn’t sure the inverse was true. Kirsi was everything to him. ”You are my whole world, I live for your smile. Anything I can do to take this pain from you I will.” He promised her. Anything.