One day you'll be here alone

*Mortis* · 02-05-2021, 12:16 AM

Mortis was feeling strange, and lonely today as he padded quietly along the beach, lost in his thoughts. He was feeling… ashamed. Was he the kind of person that could jump from one wolf to another with a backwards glance? First Mal, then Hana, now Hika. He made and lost friends so easily, that the isolation of it started to pitter at him. He missed them, he missed Indigo, and Asla. he had let himself get so lost in the bubble of training, and chores, and friendships, that he had gotten lost and withdrawn from the one sibling that had always been closest to him.

He still saw Asla, it was hard not to, living within the same borders, but it was a quick smile and wave sought of seeing, not an indepths sit down and understanding between kin. He wanted Mal, and Hana, and Asla. he wanted everything and everyone, he wanted love Want, want, want. Was that all he ever thought about?

He glanced out at the ocean with a heavy sigh, his wings hanging limply at his side. He let himself get lost in his pat, of finding a broken bird, and Asla comforting him. Of feeling lost, then and other times, and Asla finding him. Of some of the promises she had whispered to him. You're meant to be here, big brother. Just like the rest of us. You don't bring ruin. To me, you bring comfort, safety, peace. I'd be lost without you.
Why did it feel like with every passing day, he stood a little further apart from those he loved most?

"Speech"

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