Gotta Get Right Out Of Here

*Fel* · 02-18-2021, 11:26 AM

Pyrrhic came first and the very sight of him brought her pain. He looked so much like Aureus... The fact that his appearance brought her pain brought her even more pain. It wasn't his fault. She pushed it aside and smiled at her much larger sibling as he drew in near. Her smile shifted as she noted the burned and battered macaque on his back. She tried not to let the concern for the creature flood her ruby eyes. She knew who he was... and his appearance made her feel so uncertain about her choice. So much loss... and yet here she was, being pulled in two directions.

Pyr addressed her and the silver spattered woman forced a smile. "For the most part, yes." She would wait until Eligos arrived so that she could tell them both at once. In the meantime she rested her gaze upon the battered primate. "Pascal," she said softly in greeting. Dark ears pulled back against her skull for a moment, but shifted forwards again as the gold spattered form of Eligos drew near.

Eligos' harsh words brought the woman's brow furrowing. There really was no softness in him. "Nothing is wrong. I have things to discuss and I wanted to tell you both at once." She noted the tense posture and the chaotic sort of energy pouring off of him. Canting her head slightly, she fixed him with her piercing stare. "Are you alright?" There definitely seemed like there was something wrong with him. He'd kept himself separate from the rest of them for a while and now that she was seeing him again, he was on edge and... just uncomfortable looking.

She may have looked a little worse for wear, but her normal tenacity was still there. Fel was determined and it showed in her gaze which shifted back and forth between her brothers. "Since Aureus... I've been spending a lot of time away. At first it was just so that I could collect myself, but then I met someone." Would it be easier to say 'someone' rather than 'someone's'? "Two someone's actually." No reason to pretend. "They've both helped me heal and I've grown very close to them. Neither are pack wolves..." And now came the hard part. "And so I wish to leave Aerie. I want to travel with them, possibly have a family in the future." This whole thing was stressful and Fel raised a paw to rub her face in exasperation. "I've never been as happy and content as I am when I'm with them. They are what I need." Could they understand that? Could they forgive her for abandoning them again? Both should be able to see that she didn't fit in here. Fel was different and that difference made things difficult for her.

"Speech"

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