Between two lungs

"Talk" Walk

His tail wagged a bit and a small grin showed itself when Kirsi agreed to accompany him. "Hmm...I think...a little further out, and we can walk around the boundary," He led the way further beyond the border, at least far enough where if someone else was patrolling, they wouldn't be able to hear them talking. He couldn't shake the thoughts that had been forming over the last few weeks, but honestly, they were hardly his own thoughts. He sighed quietly before glancing back and letting her catch up so he could fall in step with her. He was hesitant on letting a stranger in on his thoughts...but she wasn't a complete stranger when he thought about it. They'd been living in the same pack together for quite a while now, but even so...while others knew his name, it didn't mean they knew him, nor did he really know them. And it didn't help when he withdrew further after his blackouts started...and Corvus...

"Hey so uh, how have you been liking the pack? I've been meaning to ask everyone since...well for quite a while now, but I guess I've been too busy to get around to it," Lies. When he wasn't training, he was moping. When he wasn't moping, he spent the time keeping himself secluded when he blacked out. It was only thanks to his companions' efforts that nobody had seen...whatever it was that happened. He wasn't sure. All he knew was that sometimes he heard a voice, and when that voice spoke...he would feel genuine fear before anything else. He had a feeling that whatever had been wrong with his sire, was wrong with him...and he was afraid that if he told his uncle, then...well...of course he thought the worst. And he didn't particularly want to end up like Elias...