Pointing Blame
Aranea
03-02-2021, 05:05 PM
The thought of something bad happening to Azariah hadn't really crossed her mind, and if she were honest she felt a small bit of embarrassment whilst she continue to say that she left Ulric. Perhaps it was the chatting of the pack, or maybe just her own assumptions. It would just go to show that her own feelings about distancing herself from the pack before were true. But she was changing that now after all, right? "Azariah seemed to be strong enough to take care of herself. I'm sure they are fine." Her tone was gentle as if to reassure him, but either way didn't seem ideal if she was from his prospective. Either Azariah left him for unknown reasons, or she was captured or dead. And she could agree to his previous statement that just knowing they were safe would have at least settled something inside him, or made it so he could move forward knowing what to expect. As much as Aranea would have wanted to help her pack mate, she too wasn't the best fighter and she would have been more worried about falling into her old state of depression being away from a social pack life again. She had children to live for now too, and Ulric probably wouldn't expect her or anybody to go on a mission to find his lost family. Ulric would feel like he had been doing Aranea wrong, but she would have much rather had it this way. She was more willing to share advice than really her past or her feelings. She was much more observant than willing to be social, but still she was a kind soul and wished nothing but happiness for those around her. "Well, I don't think so." She would nearly lock eyes with Ulric, in a much different way than she had been just looking at him while they talked, and if only for a few seconds she would still feel a blush as she went to remove herself. Still flicking back quickly as he moved the subject onto herself. "Yes, I do." Though Aranea may have seemed enjoyable these couple times she had been with Ulric, her tone turned more stale and troubled than it had been. "It is hard, I try not to think about it too often but I do look forward to anytime I get to see them. It was a hard decision to want to stay with The Hallows, and the move didn't make it any easier. I know they will be safe inside Abaven though, and that puts me to rest." |
Aranea has a british accent. Threads can produce a Depression Trigger.  Scent: Lavender Alignment: Neutral Good Season: Summer Height: 26 inches Home: Somnium - Dead |