Lost My Mind

Things in Aerie felt...stale to him. Not in terms that the pack was stale, no. But the fact he felt purposeless here. He had seen his brother around with a girl, though the dark pelted boy had yet to speak to him about who she was or what her role in his sibling's life was. Did he even care? Part of him did. After all, he felt lonely. Since his mother died and he and his brother did their own thing, Zagan felt like he was alone in a room full of people. He wasn't as strong as he wanted to be...the scars on his muzzle from the fight against the trespasser was a reminder of that. He felt he had allowed himself to get soft, his training not up to par or where he wanted to be with it. He was a loner by nature, often keeping to himself like many in the pack seemed to do, but still...it was no excuse. He knew he needed to do more, but what? He had no idea where to turn for answers...and although his cousin Eli was busy with pack duties, he felt the only other person that might have some advice and insight might be him. While his cousin Ina might have some insight too, he was hesitant on approaching her with his concerns. So he sought out Eli instead.