Strides in the right direction
03-25-2021, 08:11 PM
He often thought about how far they had come since that first night when he started to realize the feelings he had for this man that embodied the starry night sky. The way he had originally acted was not something he was proud of and he hoped to never lash out like that around Void again. It had been so entirely unexpected and so against everything he had ever believed about himself that he hadn't known how to process it - but now he was certain. His entire heart was promised to this Destruction man and he couldn't be more pleased with where life had led him. Yes, coming on this search mission had pulled him away from his pack momentarily and distracted him from his training for a bit, but he couldn't imagine a better use for his time. Nothing felt as important as supporting Void in whatever ways he could. Even as their lips parted, Plague only wanted to return to that affection again and again. The way Void made him feel was so addictive and he just couldn't get enough. He did his best to restrain himself since he didn't want to get them into the same situation as they were when Void had to turn down his advances, but if given the chance he would have completely lost himself in the man he loved. He understood what Void meant when he said he wasn't sure. He often felt the same way - not knowing why he was worth this amount of love or willingness to face this uphill climb they had in front of them, but he was grateful for him and all of the perspective and encouragement that he received. He felt as if every ounce of love and effort he gave to Void he received tenfold. "I feel the same way," he agreed easily as he leaned forward and rested his forehead against Void's for a moment, smiling as his eyes closed contently. Sometimes it almost felt as if they had always been in love - as if their souls had meant to be together and once they found each other he felt whole. "It's getting late," he commented softly, reluctantly pulling away enough to let him find Void's gaze again. He knew they needed to be getting to the camp for the night so that they could continue their search in the morning, though it was hard to not be selfish with Void's attention. He smiled softly and added, "Shall we go?" and waited for Void to lead the way. |
