A Note That Said I'll Love Her Till I Die
Ulric
03-31-2021, 06:25 PM
She gave in to Ulric's affection, there was no hesitation on her end. But she thought he would be upset or angry. She couldn't sense the guilt in him, but she sensed the strange emotion like a cologne. To her she didn't want him to feel that way. Like he had done a wrong or destroyed some kind of relationship between her family. He did nothing but care for her and help her, she wanted him to blame her for everything else. "Allegro." She explained, but not in a very detailed manner, "I- I'm sorry." She followed him into the room to get comfortable beside him, but wanted to be embraced by his touch. She wanted Ulric more, more than anything. She was emotional but not in tears, her own conflicted and hurt feelings were very clear to see. She did have the same form of guilt within her too, though she put it towards both the men instead of only Allegro or only Ulric. "I don't want to say that what we were doing was okay or not. But Allegro and I hadn't really talked about our future together." She had told him that she would consider moving to Abaven in due time, and maybe that was her intention. She wouldn't say that she was just going to leave Allegro behind like he was nothing because that wasn't true. But meeting Ulric, finding herself in him, it changed a lot of things. "He gave me an ultimatum. He told me if I wanted to be in my pup's lives, I would have to move to Abaven with him." Allegro wanted a full family, a happy one. She couldn't blame him for that. But she also couldn't imagine never seeing her children again, like Rain and Nuada. Had her being her in The Hallows been the same as what she did to Nuada? Was she hurting her children that way? It pained her to think her children were turning down that path even with the love of their father. And she saw it too while they were here. They acted almost like they didn't know her, or didn't want to. She had done it to herself, she wished she could go back in time to make things right but she couldn't. It was too late to fix the broken relationships she made with her own children. They would probably never see her in a right light. |
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