A Note That Said I'll Love Her Till I Die

*Aranea* · 04-01-2021, 08:51 AM

He wouldn’t push her away, but she could feel the shift in his dynamic. He only moved to hide his expressions, and to look back to her as if to get her attention. She felt as though she was hurting Ulric just as she did Allegro. But Ulric wanted to push her in the right direction, Allegro wanted to pull her.

She lifted her paw to place it on his chest, using his body as support while sat back on her haunches. "Ulric, please, I-" She choked on her words as she swallowed hard, wishing she could take back her words and alter them, "I can’t amend what I did to Nuada... or to Allegro..." Allegro was willing to work out what had happened, but she felt she would never be right, and Allegro would never fully be able to trust her again. "I wasn’t meant to be a mother. I thought if I could replace Nuada and Rain... I thought I would be better." She wanted so badly to fill the hole inside her, but she didn’t know until she was with Ulric that she was filling the wrong void. Tyranis had broke her more than losing her children. Maybe because she was so young when she had them. Maybe she thought she had her entire life to look forward to. Her life with Tyranis and their children. She was wrong.

"I remain selfish time and time again. My children barely know me, I’ve strained what me and Allegro may have had. I haven’t done that with you have I?" She looked up at him as her eyes started to weld, it was a cry of a question, she wanted to believe that her and Ulric were perfect for each other, that she could stay here and mother his children if that’s what he wanted. She didn’t want to think that Ulric didn’t love her, or that he wanted her to do the right thing and be with her family.

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A Note That Said I'll Love Her Till I Die

Ulric

Aranea