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You're not feeling so well...

Bellamy

Loner

Master Fighter (290)

Master Intellectual (254)

An icon representing the specialty Berserker Berserker

age
9 Years
gender
Female
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Extra large
build
Light
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460

Samhain 2022Statue 4 WorshipScarredVengeanceCritical Observation!1K
Christmas 2019Trick 2019
04-01-2021, 09:17 PM
It was only once they arrived at the wall that Bellamy allowed herself to stop. She felt at a loss, unsure of what she wanted to do from this point on. If she went to Incendium now, well, Whiskers was right... she would fight. She would fight and... what would that gain her? More wounds for Gavroche to fuss over? That was if she was even able to return to him. The last time she had been injured in the pack she had needed to stay to be properly treated... and that said, if she was injured that badly, she doubted a wolf that would attack his own kin would just let her leave.

"I know you want to help, Bells." Whiskers tried to comfort her. "But going in without a plan, or even a plan to fight... Isn't good." The badger sighed softly. "I don't want to see you hurt anymore. You've been through a lot already."

"So what do I do then? Will he even listen to reason if he'll attack his own family? Whose to say violence isn't the answer?" Bellamy frowned and glanced down at her companion. "What if no one else stands up to him? What if... What if I'm the only one with the gall to do it? But then I don't, just because there is a risk? Things could get worse..." She furrowed her brow. "He could hurt more innocents..."

"Bold of you to assume that the new alpha is the only guilty party. You weren't there." Ears pointed out.

Bellamy rounded on him quick, snarling.

"And you expect me to believe that Acere or Winter started it!? Or brought it on?!" Anger shown in her eyes as her voice raised. "Acere is a damned good man, and I don't believe his daughter has a mean bone in her body." The female scoffed.

Ears looked at her sadly.

"You still don't know the reasons, Bells. Ears is right. You can't be so quick to judge others for their actions. Remember the raid...?"

Bellamy sighed as Whiskers brought that up.

"Fine... But... how am I supposed to figure out the truth then...?"
Mental health (particularly depression and anxiety) is extremely bad. Currently unable to handle IC conflict or conflict between characters, pack related or individual. I am struggling to post even simple things and will not be able to continue with thread if approached. Sorry for the inconvenience but I just can't right now.


Bellamy has two companions - a Tasmanian devil and an American badger. Unless otherwise mentioned IC, assume that they are close by.