I'll Keep My Eyes Fixed on the Sun

She listened as he too settled down but being respectful to keep a distance between their bodies. Her eyes peeked over at him as he laid there next to her. is face rather close. A smile pulled at her lips and she shifted abit closer so that their fur touched. As he drifted into sleep he whispered something, making her ears twitch. He thought her eyes were pretty? She had heard weird, odd, freaky, special but not pretty. She watched him for a few moments before gently licking his cheek, "No one's ever said that..." She whispered to him before closing her eyes.

Like every time she slept, her sleepy was devoid of any dreams. Just an empty blackness was all she ever got. She never knew why this happened. Maybe she had no imagination, or maybe because she only had selected few memories. It was for good reasons she had closed off her mind to certain things, locked away the confusing and painful things. But it was what made her who she was now. A flirt, a ghost of a lover. She was really just scared to get too involved with anyone really. Plus she liked her freedom. It was odd how life worked sometimes, some in ones favor others not so much. She had lived her life on the border line of both of those.

Eyes opened once more, it felt like she had never slept at all. Then again maybe she hadnt. It was a constant issues she had, only at night did she know. For then she was sleep till dawn. With a soft sigh she carefully stood up not to bother Kypsis and pad over to the water. Eyes stared back at her from her reflection. Who was she really? She couldnt remember her mother or why she was never there nor what happened to her family. All she knew was just being alone really. Perhaps thats how she was ment to live her life, as a wonderer, a loner. Briefly she wondered if she should leave Kypsis now before anything happened. Part of her didnt want to form any bond with him, yet the other wished for it. She looked up to just stare off across the land, tail wrapping around her front paws.