clarity for my fuzzy life

Indigo looked much more like a man than he felt, his huge form was filling out nicely. He was a massive beast, his mane was growing in and his muscles had filled out well with the training and patrolling he did. Huge paws carried him into the room and towards the furs that Resin gestured to him. She told him that she had plenty of time for him as well, which relieved him slightly. He sighed softly as his blue eyes shifted to the fire that kept the chill of the wind from being overly harsh. With his thick fur it took a lot for the cold to truly effect him. Indy shook his head as Resin told him that he could close the door. The fresh air was nice.

”There’s always so much on my mind, It’s hard to even narrow down my thoughts sometimes.” He confessed, still not quite returning his gaze to her one fiery eye. ”There is one that keeps returning. I.. feel like my place isn’t here, Resin. I don’t think I belong in the Armada either.” He told her softly, finally bringing his blue gaze to her. ”I couldn’t being to say where it actually might be but.. I wish to take on more responsibility and…” He pulled in his breath, saying the words for the very first time made them much more real and concrete. ”If you are willing to teach me, I’d like to know more about leadership.”