It's Over And I'm Fine Again
Indigo
Scout
04-10-2021, 07:58 PM
His words didn’t make her gentle smile falter, her paws curled around the length of his shoulder blades and her ear gingerly laid down on his chest, as if she could hear the heart that he had lost, unknowing to her. "Me too." She agreed warmly. She was exceedingly happier than she had been in a long time, if Indigo was a rebound, he was a good one, and she sure had no intention of regretting and just dropping him. After a moment of just laying together, her head on his chest, she would shuffle back to press more kisses on his lips, it seemed she could never get enough. Her young love for Indigo was exceptionally deep, she wouldn’t have known that he faltered in the study of love and relationships themselves. His heart was not only damaged, it was in the hands of someone who he would return to in a short time from now. Duchess would be unaware that the hurt he felt inside himself was a different hurt than what she experienced, then what she felt just moments ago before they were locked into each other. Her body shifted as they emotionally kissed in the silence of the night around them, her back legs spread to grasp around him while her tiny front paws gently pushed into him through their emotions. Her stomach started to curve into his and she felt the ghost pressure of what her body yearned for while she pressed up against him. The hint of pleasure came across her mind while she thought of what they could be doing moments from now, but it didn’t last long. She thought that her panic attack on the beach was simply because she felt trapped under Indigo, but it was becoming more clear to her now that she was associating her own pleasure with the trauma she had experienced. Her body tensed slightly, and her face pulled away from Indigo’s as she began to lightly tremble again. Her eyes closed while she wished she could have just vanished there, again she didn’t want Indigo to see her like this. "I’m sorry." She whispered through a raspy breath, trying not to cry, "I want to, but I can’t." She was scared of him rejecting her, that sex was what all guys wanted and it was almost like a payment for all the other great emotions Indigo made her feel. She knew what she was doing, and she was unaware that Indigo probably didn’t. |
