It's Over And I'm Fine Again
Indigo
Scout
04-14-2021, 06:07 AM
Duchess couldn't know for sure the inner makings of Indigo, she only made assumptions. But for whatever strange reason too, she was holding back her history with Draco. Maybe she didn't want Indigo to worry, or try to fix her. Or maybe she was worried about tarnishing Draco's name. Crazy what one would do for love, even in the event that he had abused her and abandoned her. Indigo mentioned the hole in his chest, and she couldn't exactly relate. She understood the feeling of loss, loss of love. Her parents, Draco. But she seemed to have more anxieties and self esteem issues from the past, her heart didn't feel empty. But maybe it didn't feel empty because she had so little time between Draco leaving her, and her meeting Indigo. If her chest was empty, how would she be feeling the pain inside her? That didn't make her feel disconnected from Indigo, only that they my not have been in a similar mind. She put a paw on his chest as if to feel the beating of his heart, without her gentle gaze leaving his, "I don't think it's unending." Just the hope to obliterate the feeling he had. Indigo would state too that she helped keep his heart full, or somewhat at least. She did take it as a genuine compliment, she admired Indigo through every word he spoke and everything he had done with her. Her head lightly twisted on his foreleg in affection, "You do the same for me." She only kept her gaze to his for a moment before reaching up for more kisses. This time the gentle ones they were used to sharing. But she wasn't holding back at all. The sense of wanting to be closer was still in the back of her mind, but it wasn't taunting her. She just wanted to be here in Indigo's embrace, sharing the subtle and deep kisses. Making new memories for her to enjoy rather than fester. |
