The memories won't stop

*Resin* · 04-18-2021, 11:43 PM

Tears had fallen, but as Resin reflected, she felt nothing. It had been so long ago that it felt as though the events had happened to another wolf entirely. Bits and pieces could still rouse a pang of pain, but for the most part, there was nothing there. Telling it made her feel even less. She couldn't explain why. Perhaps it was like releasing pent up steam. Now that it was gone, it was gone.

Tamsyn was attentive and loving. Resin leaned into the paw that wiped the tears from her cheek, enjoying her mate's affections. A recurring thought surfaced; one that she'd had many times. Tamsyn deserved someone better. Someone who felt more. Someone not so old and hard. The scarred dame wasn't befitting or deserving of such love. She wasn't capable of returning that love as much as Tamsyn deserved. Resin was emotionally stunted. Tam deserved better than that.

The dark fae questioned her, asking hesitantly what she wanted done when she inevitably passed away. Resin thought about it for a long moment. She couldn't ask Tamsyn or any of them to carry out any of the tribal rites that her birth pack adhered to. It wouldn't be fair. So, when Resin died, she would simply die. Her spirit would cease to be. It seemed fitting that she would end the same way that Kyridion had. "Just bury me somewhere nice," she eventually spoke aloud. "No need for a big to do. Just shove me in the ground and get back to life." That would satisfy her the most. Just keep bolstering the Hallows. Build. Train. Acquire new members. Live.

"Speech"

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The memories won't stop

Resin <3

Resin