Scars without and within
Tamsyn
04-24-2021, 09:14 PM
Rudy didn’t speak at first. He just let himself curl up into his mom. It wasn’t the same as when he was smaller and could just tuck the entirety of himself within her, but this was good enough. Different questions came to his mind, sharing Art being mad at him came to mind but right now he didn’t want to talk. The boy closed his eyes and tried to not think, it wasn’t working very well. However, it must have done some good as Rudy had no desire to move away from her. Somehow mom would still protect them, even if it was just her presence. After a while question came to his mind that was really important and he hadn’t asked. “Mom, you will be ok, right? You know, the head, you aren’t going to, ya know?” She knew, right? He didn’t want to say ‘that word’, bad enough feeling sure his other mom was going to die. “I love you mom.” Saying ‘I love you’ wouldn’t be enough to keep his other mom alive, so why did it make sense that saying it to her would be enough? His mind wasn’t working very well with logic right now. "Rudyard"
|