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Which is the Voice that I was Meant to Hear?



Vioxes


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07-30-2013, 04:40 PM


The moment it left his mouth Vioxes was regretting muttering those words. Lonely. He must sound like an attention whore, wanting to have companionship just so he wouldn't be in the dumps. Perhaps he should have thought first before speaking, word it better so Champion knew he missed her but at the same time wasn't desperate to have her around. But thinking about it, did he really miss her? Or was he just dependent on her company?

Sitting there he would a calm expression and body, tail laying over his paws, gaze turning to the water when she looked away. He did notice her looking at something though, but what? Slowly his gaze tried to follow hers but only fell on the mirror before them, their reflections. Was she thinking of something or was she looking at them? Even if he knew she was bigger he could not help but think how interesting they looked, a large, strong and beautiful woman with an interesting personality. And this, a small decently strong male, a personality he wasn't even sure about. He didn't even have any goals in life, didn't know what he should do with himself.

Ears swiveled towards the woman when she spoke, raising his head the slightest. She seemed, like she had fun during this time apart, that was good. Then she said it might have been mean to say but it was true. Vioxes could only give a nod of his head, listening. From the sounds of it she just wanted to be free, not be tied down with responsibilities and just have a fun time. "Very few, that's for sure." He chuckled when she said something about how many her age became beta of a pack of assassins. Sure he heard of betas, but never young ones below the age of four.

Drifting off into his thoughts the male was brought back to reality when Champion began talking about something she really only missed. He turned his head, brown gaze looking to the woman, waiting, wondering what it was. "I missed you."

To say he didn't freeze up at her words would be a lie. His whole body still, eyes locked onto hers. It was unexpected, he really didn't think she would be so direct about it. Vioxes had to calm down though, just because she said she missed him didn't mean she missed him because she liked him. It could have just been his company she missed, the fun the two could have together without judgement.

"Thank you..." He said softly, his head going down, eyes closed and a smile on his lips. It may have come out like he appreciated her missing him like he did her, but perhaps she would misunderstand the way he said it. In all honesty, since leaving home, Vioxes felt like nothing. He had a feeling that one day something would happen to him and nobody would know, nobody would miss him. Champion showed that she cared enough to miss him, that he was part of her thoughts.

"I have missed you too... I have grown quite... fond of your company during the time I was with Amenti." He lifted his head, looking out across the submerged forward, parts of the trees poking out of the surface. He took in a long deep breath, unsure of what to say or think, wondering if his choice of words would have the affect he desired on the woman. He wanted to let her know how he felt but at the same time not appearing desperate or that he only saw her as a friend... yes, he did have a crush on the woman.


"normal.
talk.
think.
you"

Awesome table by Nyx <3