Learn to live with the unimaginable

Avantika · 05-05-2021, 01:19 PM

Avantika had semi-separated herself from the heart of the Hallows, given what was happening with Resin. She did her work alone. She lived alone. She didn't even sleep in the castle anymore. She wasn't sure when she'd last stepped foot in there. Kaata would fly back every day and bring her news, and none of it was good. Sometimes she wouldn't even let her tell her what was happening.

She hated herself for it.

Shameful of all were the times where she'd gazed out at the lands outside of the Hallows and imagined walking away, leaving all of this behind. Times. She hated that there had been more than one time. One time would have been an accident, a little weakness. But multiple was a pattern. She couldn't stop it. She loved her pack. She loved every single wolf there. Which meant that she loved Resin, and she couldn't take that. She couldn't take someone she loved so much, someone who had taken her in when there was no reason to and earned her loyalty a hundred, a thousand times over... She couldn't even think about what was happening.

Even away from the castle, Avantika was still a Hallows wolf. Even if she was afraid. She raced to Ulric's call before even registering what she was doing. Kaata flew beside her. They needed each other here.

Avantika sat a bit away from the other wolves, even as her heart ached anew at the sight of them all. She wanted to be with her family. She knew she did.

She stayed away anyway.

"Avantika to Kaata telepathy"
"Kaata to Avantika telepathy"
"speech"

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Learn to live with the unimaginable

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