what have i found

As was a normal occurrence, Duchess tensed and released when Indigo went on. He showed her what she should feel like when she was with him like this, perhaps what any girl should feel like. She would never hold back from him, he had all of her always. Even if this moment, and maybe some after were purely lies to make her believe she was his number one girl. She wouldn't let him see the differences she was feeling, she still just lived in the now with him.

-fade-

She still clung to him afterwards, but maybe not as long as usual. She carefully removed herself from him, shaking the sands from her pelt. The creeping feeling of emptiness she would subside until they made it back to the room. Her paw reached down to meet his as she forced a smile, "We can go back to the room. Unless there's anything else you want to talk to me about." She wouldn't admit how weird she felt, knowing that Indigo loved someone somewhere else, but still would do anything for him. She couldn't help but feel like she was back with Draco if only to the extent that she was willing to let Indigo abuse her. But there was no reason to let the feelings extend past just uneasy. Right now she was fine, loved by Indigo, and able to move on to tomorrow like that.

"Duchess"