Deathless Death

Walk | "Talk" | Think

Aranea was weak from a number of things. She hadn't really taken care of herself with the weeks building up to when she tried to kill herself. Pushing the drugs out of her system and what they had done to the unborn pups was a matter of it's own, exhausting her. She was in a lot of pain most of the time. This pregnancy had made her extremely anemic. Overall her mental health wasn't helping her through the rest of the days. She had been deceiving the wolves that brought her meals or Gywnevere who brought her the alfalfa and dandelion she offered previously. She was making it so that there was no chance for her to live after the birth of the pups, if she could even make it that far.

She found herself delirious from time to time, from dehydration or from the pain. Usually she was too weak to leave her den off the outskirts of the castle, which may have been a good thing for her safety. It wasn't like that today. Her legs weakly carried her north towards the castle. Mentally she had no idea why she was wanting to be in the castle, but it must have been the emotional connection, or severed connection that she had with Ulric. She made it about half way between the castle and the garden, the castle walls close in her hazy view, before she collapsed in the grasses outside. Whenever she came back to, it would be hard for her to go back to her den at the gardens.