I Don't Know What I'm Doing

Claire · 05-27-2021, 10:21 PM

It had been some time since she had sought anyone out...especially her siblings. Actually, it felt like forever since she had sought anyone out on her own. Greed was always a presence around them, or at least her as far as she was aware, but her mind was never really focused on what he was trying to teach her so after a certain point, he decided to leave her be until she was done grieving. But when she would stop, she wasn't sure. She had nothing going for her, had no idea what she wanted to do or what all she'd missed out on while she was living in her own foggy world...hell, she hadn't even been aware that her brother seemed off up until the meeting, but even then she hadn't said anything. It took a lot of her will power to pull herself from the foggiest depths of her mind to seek someone out now. She wanted to reconnect with her siblings, and perhaps figure out what she wanted to do with herself. She couldn't grieve for her parents forever...she knew that. But she didn't know how else she was supposed to feel. Moving on felt...wrong. She didn't know how to cope with it, and of course...she hadn't asked Greed his thoughts or advice on how to deal with it all.

With a heavy sigh, she moved through the pines in the hopes of finding at least one of her siblings today... Sure, she could've called for them...but she didn't really want anyone to know that she had gotten so disconnected from everything - herself included - and she felt like if she tried calling, her voice would waver with uncertainty and confusion. Did her siblings want to reconnect? Were they mad at her? Would they forgive her for straying so far into the fog? In her mind, it felt like she was walking through darkness. No light or end in sight. All she could see was nothing but literal fog swirling around in her head and she felt completely lost...

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I Don't Know What I'm Doing

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