Finding not so platonic love

Tamsyn watched as he looked away from her with a smile, not turning away from him, but glancing toward the direction he was looking and finding nothing there. He had lot it. He wasn't gone in the way that Resin had been, but he wasn't himself either. Resin hadn't known where she was or who they were - Sirius knew exactly who she was and what had happened and yet still the words that fell from his lips lanced through her like a knife. Hurt twisted her face and her teeth grit together painfully tight as he spoke, her gaze falling away from in to look at the ground between her feet. Guilt bubbled up from her gut, a guilt she had forced herself not to feel for her own sake so that she could start to move on and heal.

It seemed that Sirius didn't want that for her. Sirius wanted her to feel that pain. But she had felt enough and she couldn't stand to feel any more. "Maybe a wolf without problems isn't such a bad thing," she hissed back at him through clenched teeth, tears burning in her eyes as she turned away from him and stormed off of Armada lands. She didn't know where she would go or how far she would get in the middle of the night, but she knew she couldn't be here. She couldn't continue to look at the face of the man that had once been her friend and confidant. He was lost her to just as Resin had been. Everyone slipped away from her. She was trembling as she reached the edge of the plains and made it as far as the hot springs before she finally collapsed into tears.

Tamsyn Carpathius