Break my heart

Dark paws carried her to the edge of the hot springs that had once been part of her home, stumbling though the trees that surrounded them and blocked them off from the plains on the other side. She silently prayed that no one would be around or at the very least everyone would be asleep. She knew the dens that had once been the guest dens for The Hallows mostly likely still stood vacant so perhaps some wolves attending the festival from other packs would use them. She purposefully went to the opposite side of the hot springs from where those dens were located just in case. She just wanted to get away from everyone for a moment, just a second to let herself breathe.

She fell heavily down onto her haunches near one of the farthest pools of water, her head hanging as she finally lost what little control she still had and crumbled into pieces. She had tried so desperately for so long to hold onto Sirius, keep him in her life in one way or another, bear through the heart ache to keep her friend near. But now he was gone. His mind had chosen madness and taken him somewhere she couldn't allow herself to go. Her shoulders shook with silent sobs as tears poured down her cheeks, gasping small breaths as she prayed she could just disappear into the darkness of night and just be left alone while she tried to pick up enough pieces of herself to figure out what she should do now.

Tamsyn Carpathius