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The Weird Things About Me



Chrysanthe

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08-01-2013, 07:20 AM
Alright! Strange things about me?

I grew up in Southern California! It was probably the happiest time of my life? But I tossed a lot of my childhood memories when my family moved to Ohio because teen angst and depression and all that. Not the best way to cope do not recommend I had to work HARD for my current self awareness because of that oh my god.

I'm 20! And I take care of my parents and my sister. Mom's been dealing with MS for over 15 years, Dad's legally blind (can see general shapes and lighting, no color or detail) and sister's younger (she's 16) Financially I don't help out much but that should change as soon as I can FIND a job in my area. Times be hard ):

I was a couple of years late graduating high school since my mother got extremely sick and that left me in charge in high school and although some people can handle it all I couldn't. We're pretty sure her nurse and doctor weren't treating her right (worse than it sounds, but i won't go into detail) but have no way to prove it.

I am now have no faith in the medical system or government! :,D

I'm black yay! But I look sort of mixed my skin tone has this weird yellow hue and my hair is such a light brown right now because I like to be outside in the summer and it's just strange ahaha. The rest of my little family is nice and chocolaty and I look adopted save for having my dad's eyes and weird lopsided smile ahahaha.

I have some anxiety issues! (surprising right?) They're pretty slight, but it's taken me up until now to learn that they don't get better by me forcing myself to ignore them. That just makes me more nervous, haha.

Even though I hoard female characters here, I normally play males a lot better. When it comes to lions and people I play boys. My animal characters are normally hetero but my human boys don't really listen or care what I want them to like they do what they want and generally annoy me.

My muses tend to have personalities of their own and their moods reflect on my mood as I'm writing them out. If they're mourning I'll shed a few tears, if they're happy I'll bounce a bit, if they're angry/annoyed I'll sneer or roll my eyes and such. I didn't notice this actually, my sister did and I'm not sure what to think of it.

I have a few long drawn out intricate story lines that will probably never be finished because I'm writing them with my sister and she posts like, a few times a month when I'm lucky -cries- She's such a good writer but she gets depressed easily and goes through periods of art block that are just... as big as the heavens.

- I don't like spiders but who does!
- I'm pretty obsessed with homestuck I thought it'd hate it but i'm stuck in the fandom now.
- I'm a weirdo, and watch more anime (and cartoons) than normal television.
- I've been rping for nearly six years now c: yay!

I am painfully awkward and bad at plotting but I love you all please talk to me I don't bite I always want to help and hug everyone here and life is hard and you guys make it better even when I'm not posting. <3