Don't Look Through The Curtains

She wasn't really surprised as Segin fell into her affections, maybe they both fell a little too easily. Sure there was a lot she didn't really know about Segin, but she felt like she knew him just from the nights spent at the castle or the lands they traveled through spending time together. She fell just as easily for Indigo though, unfortunately Segin was not on the same level. Segin may not have asked for it, or expected it, but Indigo was obviously the first wolf in her life. She just couldn't help the disconnection she felt when she thought of the other woman. Which was weird because she she didn't feel the same way about the band. Maybe because she spent time with them and knew them than most anyone else. The girl from the Armada was completely foreign to her and it confused her while Indigo spent nearly all his time here in The Hallows and with his band. How could someone be more important than herself?

Her lips pushed forward as he gently pulled away, her claws carefully ran through the fur along his chest and shoulders like she was begging for more. Cuddling and kissing came easy, Indigo had made it that way for her. But again, all of this came too naturally and too quick for her. She really was desperate for the love that Indigo showed her. Was it the same way with Segin? Even though he wasn't on the same pedestal as Indigo?

He asked how far she wanted to go and while she understood the context, she wasn't familiar with the question. "I don't know, I..." She wasn't really put off, just didn't really know how to say yes or maybe that she didn't know how to tell him that she wouldn't know to tell him to stop if something went wrong in her head. "I give. I was... abused before. I don't know what it's like with anyone but Indigo..." Still even through a more morbid tone through the harsh memories she tried to push away, her eyes fluttered and her paws pulled at him like she wanted him. Cuddles, kisses, or sex. She wouldn't know until she tried at least.

"Duchess"